This time next week, we shall be preparing for our final act as members of the community here at college – the Leavers’ Service. The removal men will probably be well on their way up the motorway (at least, that’s the plan), and we will follow them as soon as we can. There are a lot of things that need to be done between now and then – mostly small things like changing addresses and ordering some things for the house. Yesterday we heard that the house sale had completed, which was one worry off our minds: hopefully the other things (like school places) will fall into place next week in the final few days.
Now, more than ever before, the liminal nature of a theological college existence is apparent. None of us can ever truly be “at home” here, even those of us who have spent three years training. Certainly one of the things I would say to would-be seminarians, and to those about to begin training, is this: do not become too comfortable and settled with your life in college. Before you know it, everything will change – again – often in ways you do not expect when you first arrive. Being here has been essentially about preparing for what is to come, and putting down much in the way of roots is not a terribly good idea.
Today, the Feast of the Visitation, is perhaps another image which is appropriate at the moment. The sense of joy and expectation, expressed in the words of both Mary and Elizabeth, coupled with their thanksgiving for all that the Lord has done, has a particular resonance as we prepare to move from one stage of the journey to the next. Training at college has not been without its challenges and difficulties – but then, neither will being pregnant at Elizabeth’s age, or outside of wedlock in Mary’s case, have been. Yet the joy at what is coming does not seem to be affected by this.
I think it’s fair to say that I identify with Mary’s earlier question of the Angel at the Annunciation, “How shall this be?”. Many hurdles have been overcome, and there are still worries and challenges ahead. But God-willing, in less than one month I shall have been made a deacon in the Church, and a new chapter in our lives will have begun. Perhaps by then a new name for this blog will have become clear!